[Audio] Foreword In this report, I tell of very difficult personal experiences. There was a time when my desire to die was greater than my desire to live. But I also want to testify how God helped me in this crisis. He carried me through this difficult time. In doing so, I found my greatest treasure..
[Audio] My experiences are connected to a statement by Jesus. This is found in the Gospel according to Matthew, in chapter 7. Jesus says there: "Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and does them, I will compare him to a wise man who built his house on the rock. And the rain descended and the floods came and the winds blew and beat on that house, it did not fall; for it was founded on the rock." With these words, Jesus describes a wise person. This person puts the words of God into practice in everyday life. As a result, he has a stable foundation that carries him through times of crisis. Afterwards, Jesus says: "And everyone who hears these words of mine and does not do them will be like a foolish man who built his house on the sand. And the rain descended and the floods came and the winds blew and beat on that house, and it fell, and its fall was great." When I hear these words, I often think of my late father-in-law. He lived without God and was satisfied with that for a long time. Later, however, he became ill and had financial problems. He also experienced people separating from him. This made him very desperate. Eventually, he died..
[Audio] As a young man, I built my life on various pillars. These pillars were my health, my family and friends, as well as financial security. A just environment, personal success, and prestige were also important to me. Later, I built a relationship with God through Jesus Christ. Although I placed this relationship at the center of my life, it was only one pillar among many others at that time. This relationship with God was not yet the solid foundation of my life at this point..
[Audio] I made the decision to follow Jesus late in my life. Previously, I was an atheist. I was firmly convinced that there could be no God. It took many years before I realized that there is very likely a supernatural power. I eventually began to believe in a Creator of the universe. After examining many different religions, I decided on Jesus Christ. In Jesus, I found the greatest love. At the age of 30, I was baptized. I wanted to follow Jesus, no matter what would happen in the future. This attitude corresponds to the stance of the Apostle Peter. Peter said to Jesus: "Even if I have to die with you, I will not deny you! And so said all the disciples.".